
Nit Wits #8: Tee Time
The First Piece of Art I Released into the World
Posted
Dec-18-2005
Art, Soul, and Two Tees Having
Tea
Well, I did it. I turned one of
my Nit
Wits comics
into a painting and donated it to a local non-profit organization
for an annual art benefit in early December 2005.
... But not before taking an endless number
of insecure-artist breaths and quadruple-checking myself with
the question, "Are you sure you want to do this?" Oh,
I wanted to help the cause, but my "art" has never
been framed for an official reason and put out for public consumption.
For the first time, I experienced the anxious anticipation
and fear that so many artists routinely deal with when they
decide to make public a private piece of themselves.
I'm not a fine artist. What if people hate it? What
if it looks awful? What if I'm waaaay out of my league?
What if... what if... what if?
Yes, all of those things can be — and sometimes ARE — true.
Art is subjective. Heck, isn't
just about everything? People respond differently. People love
it. People hate it. But
what do I think? Isn't
that really the key to being an authentic artist?
The answer to "should I do this?" came from my
inner creativity coach: "Yes.
You know you want to and life's too short not to. Take the
risk. It may very well mean submitting yourself to being criticized
and rejected. So what. You'll live. Engage in the process and
grow from this experience. Enjoy the journey."
She was honest and right.
History of the Nit Wits "Tee Time" Comic
In
2002 I drew Nit
Wits #8: titled Tee
Time (see comic at top of page). It was a fun word play
on golf tees and a mid-afternoon tea break. What better
way to bring them both together than in an animated scene
right from a golf course. It was absurd and I loved it.
Besides the creative fun, I used the comic
to teach myself how
to draw a golf tee. I used a real tee for a model
and proceeded to animate it with good ol' googly
eyes and a smile. The comic scene unfolded
as I allowed myself to get lost in my imagination — the
"creative G-spot." One of my favorite
parts was inventing my own delicate
tea cups for the golf tees to hold.
No model there, as evidenced by the too-small cup base that
would make a real-world tea cup topple over. Comic
Land is much more
forgiving.

"Tee
Time" Poster Art (Digital)
Turning Digital Art into Traditional (Hand-Made) Art
To create the painting, I tweaked my comic art to fit a large
rectangle canvas, adjusted the tea cup bases, and added a new
background element not found in the original comic — a
golf cart. Then, I transferred the digital drawing onto the
canvas grid-style and painted it with acrylic paint. What fun!
Really, it was.
However, the technical process of taking a "perfectly fine"
digital art piece and rendering it into a more "organic" painting
was interesting. Okay, to be honest, it was
a step backwards for me. It was time-consuming and less forgiving.
No edit > undo's are allowed
in traditional art, and when the blue sky is painted darker
than you intended, you have to remix the paint and do it all
over again (of course you know I did. And the border too, and,
and...).
This was my grappling trade-off: the digital revision of "Tee
Time' was flawless (want a mass-produced poster print?) while
the finished painted piece was rough with imperfections. (I've
been told that the artist's imperfections is what
gives traditional art "character" and makes it more
valuable. Okay, I can live with that.)

"Tee Time" Painting
(Acrylic)
So What Happened?
I finished the "Tee Time" painting, framed it,
and handed it over to the benefit directors. They embraced
my art with gratitude and didn't promptly hand it back to me
(good sign). Actually, one laughed and complemented me on its "whimsical-ness." Bless
her little heart.
A few weeks later I attended the art benefit. Everyone who
attended as an "art taker" had the opportunity to
take a piece of art home. The choices were made by a drawing,
so an "art
taker" was
to choose a piece when their name was drawn during the evening.
Obviously, names drawn first had more prime art choices than
names drawn later. At the end of the benefit, art pieces
still available after the drawing could be purchased individually
at the same price each.
There was an amazing variety of art donated to this benefit.
Paintings, photography, woodworking, and altered
art were intermixed among pottery, sculptures, and clothing
items. Skill levels varied as well as the value of each piece.
But as far as the benefit went, all of the art was available
to art takers at the same price: the cost of a ticket.
"Tee
Time" was
displayed under spotlights on a table with an official card
bearing the artist's name (mine) and title of the piece. Talk
about acting
as if. After contemplating my piece for a moment, and
realizing what I had done, I skimmed by it and soaked up
everyone else's. I suddenly became aware that I was experiencing
myself as two halves: my own worst critic and a loving art
connoisseur when it came to looking at other
people's art.
I wonder if the other artists present were feeling the same
kind of duality. From the corner of
my eye I noticed several people enjoying the humor of
my painting. In that moment I realized how much courage it
takes to watch other people react honestly to your work. I
made myself scarce.
Though I naturally felt out of my league as an artist at this
benefit, I found out that one couple took
"Tee Time" home that night. It was purchased
after the drawing — and there were still other pieces
of art left over after the event.
I was elated. Someone chose my
piece of art, and not because they had to. "Tee Time" is
now part of somebody's private collection — perhaps hanging
on a wall humoring those noticing the googly-eyed golf tees.
And as I wonder what their reason for choosing it was, perhaps
they look at the picture and wonder "what motivated the
artist to create this?" The mystery of not knowing in
either scenario is the wonderment and beauty that art creates
in this world. For certain, I will always be an art appreciator,
more so with the insight that I've gained through this experience
as the
artist for the first time.
Will I do it again despite the anxiousness, fear, duality,
and unknowing how others will react to my work? You
bet. Creating art, a piece of writing, or some other imagination
manifestation not only gives life to new forms that didn't
exist before, but gives life back to its creator. For
some, the end of their freedom to create means the end of life
itself. (© 2005
Chris Dunmire) • |